Today was just a mess for me.
I had a breakdown about my situation with Miles and called my mom and blubbered on the phone to her about it.
Then I had a big muck up with Chris.
And then my dear friend John told me that this may be the last time we ever talk. He has Hodgkin's lymphoma and was given an end date of last October. He's still with us but he's lost the vision in one eye now and has to go in for surgery on the other one tomorrow. He doesn't think he'll be able to see at all when it's over. I asked if he will still call and he said he will so that is something. But I don't know that he will you know. It's scary. The last text he sent me was: "I would name you Simmu, it means twice beautiful." I don't know. I'm scared. He's a dear friend, I hope all goes well for him tomorrow, better than expected.
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