Nothing in this life is supposed to go well for me I think. For the first time in awhile I'm really happy and excited about something, so naturally I sit around stressing and reeling in panic attacks that something is wrong. Just like that I've made a big fool of myself or something. I dispair about it so much during the day my chest hurts and I get all wheezy and then I go and lock my keys in the car!
Then I find out things are cool and chill as all that worry was over nothing and then I sob because why can't I just be happy?! I'm trying to be, trying so hard to be cool 8l
I'm going to hit my head into my desk a few times now and slide under it for comfort!
"I never knew loneliness until I met you. The pain of being alone, the fear of losing you."
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